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Why Sex & Jesus

12/14/2017

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Plenty of organizations and people talk about healthy sexual choices, libido, the premature sexualization of our youth, sexual abuse, human trafficking and even sexuality and the church. Why another person? Why another perspective?
 
I am a sheep. I am not ashamed of it. Instead of trying to buck my natural tendencies, I decided a long time ago to pick carefully who I follow. If I have faith in them, their cause, and their points of view, I will be the best recruiter, spokeswoman and solider in the ranks because I believe in them. It’s not a job, it’s not a requirement, it is a calculated choice I make to believe and follow.
 
With all the talking and my personal philosophy, it seems that I should pick someone else’s platform, organization or model for promoting healthy sexuality and exposing sexual abuse and exploitation and follow their lead. In a way, I will.  So, why be a maverick?  Because sex and sexuality aren’t just platforms; they are part of the substance of all of us.
 
And because I’m a victim. I think there are two kinds of victims, ones that keep the secret and ones that tell. I am one that told. It didn’t work out so well for me, but I’m a teller. Victims want to be heard. More than that, we want to be believed. Some rise above “victim” status and become advocates, for themselves and others. And that’s where I am.
 
I have a story and I want the sympathetic parts to be heard. I want to use my platform to help others who are hurting and heal others who have wounds from sexual trauma. But there’s a dark side to my story that I’m not so keen on exposing. I can also be considered an offender, never a predator, but I have hurt and exploited others because of the trauma I experienced. This isn’t unique to me, many victims have, in sorting out their own abuse, become intentional or inadvertent offenders or predators.  It is a very dark place and I don’t know of a platform for it. And… I don’t know of a simple “fix” or solution even when it’s exposed.
 
My platform speaks to the good people of the world, the pure, the safe people. As Salt N Peppa said, “Let’s talk about sex! Let’s talk about all the good things and the bad things that may be.” I want to give honor to the people and organizations making a waterfall difference in a bucket of sexual abuse and exploitation. I want to put light on things that promote healthy sexuality in children and adults in a caustic and sexually aggressive society.
 
My platform speaks encouragement to men to be bold, heroic, sexy and honorable men and encourages women to be classy, sexy, enchanting and honorable women.
 
My platform speaks to people with esteem and body insecurities that distort their ability to enjoy their own sexuality. I want to encourage a love, respect and acceptance of our bodies and highlight the sacredness of an intimate physical and sexual bond.
 
My platform speaks out about the “little things” people do that promote the abuse and exploitation of others they would never think of victimizing… and yet, with money, actions, words, or silence, they offend through “innocent” or unconscious acceptance of sexual evils.
 
My platform speaks to men and women trying to navigate safe, healthy, fun flirtation and sexual expression in a world and workplace that’s hyper alert and sensitive and to those playing on a slippery slope of unacceptable sexual expression that is unattractive, unprofessional and unbecoming.
 
My platform speaks to child victims who became child offenders then later, when grown, realized the gravity of what they’d done and found healing but redemption escapes them and they deal with guilt and fear of exposure for past transgressions as much as their own pain and wounds. It’s for people who struggle with disclosure because of shame and possible punishment but want to extend apologies and restitution to those they offended.
 
My platform speaks to reformed sluts and predators, who are ashamed, afraid or unable to share their stories but want to do something to help stop abuse and exploitation now that they’ve repented, changed or are in anonymous recovery.  For ladies like the one who slept her way to the top of her field and now, despite the prestige and title, is ashamed of how she did it, but doesn’t want to lose her status. They are out there. They deserve grace and a voice, because haven’t we all screwed up and hoped for redemption when we’re truly remorseful?
 
My platform is for the pedophile who doesn’t want to offend anymore, but needs support to stop; and for others chained to their own secret sexual addictions. It’s for the ones who, like me, when I was hooked on drugs, are too far down a bad road or buried deep in depravity to get out without a safe hand of hope to help them up when they’re done and want out of the pit.
 
Finally my platform, as much as I hate it, and as much as it turns my stomach, speaks directly to vile predators who like being evil; the ones who are turned on by the silence breaker’s stories of date rape, of childhood molestation and of sexual exploitation. They are out there, feeding off our stories of trauma and lack of self-esteem and self-control. They read, they listen and they watch and it’s disgusting, but it’s real. I want them to know... I’m coming to get them! I know some of their tricks and secrets, I know how to expose and shame them, I know they fear light and I know how to get spotlights pointed in their direction… I’m a teller and they better watch out, because I’m telling! I’m out to reduce their supply of young easily exploited girls and boys, women and men. I’m out to reduce the demand for their depravity. I’m out to fight!
 
My platform is a place of cathartic healing, honest and humble soul searching, advocacy and exposure. I’m compelled to do it. Parts of advocacy are yucky and dark. Part of my story is disgusting and shameful. Part of me doesn’t think the bad deserves to see the light of day because I don’t want to expose the good and pure people of the world to the darkness that lurks just beyond the scope of their perspective. I don’t want to open innocent eyes to evil. I want to protect. I want to keep kids safe and innocent. I want to help victims heal.
 
But I also want vengeance! If I can’t make my abuser pay for what he did to me, I will make all monsters pay by exposing their tactics, their avenues of exploitation, their ways of flying under the radar. If I can’t fix my childhood and put stronger advocates in my own life, I will advocate for every child who is being victimized or who will victimize someone else because they’re hurting and confused. If I can’t understand and wrap my head and faith around why a good and loving God would let sexual abuse and exploitation enter into the hearts and minds of men, I will explore every avenue of why He could have possibly allowed it, and how He can truly be safe to trust.
 
Why Sex & Jesus? Because I have a voice and opinion and so does everyone else and I want to invite you to be in on a most uncomfortable but necessary conversation and open up even more lines for honest dialog on the good, the bad and the ugly of it all.


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I'm back and YOU are oh so wanted!

8/9/2017

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How is it possible that it's been over two months since my last post? Ohhhhh yeah, I went and fell in love and got married and honeymooned and am all caught up in being a newlywed! That's right! Well, while the newlywedding and tomfoolery will continue, it's time to get back in the swing of writing and blogging. 
Obviously things will move in a new direction, since the sorrows and joys of single life can only be replayed and no longer lived in real time. To start things off, let's talk about being wanted, and being a positive influence in someone's life. YOU are wanted and YOU have what it takes to be an integral part in someone's life. 
The CASA program is currently recruiting for their fall training session and to help support the cause and maybe inspire YOU to action, they'll be doing a series of interviews on current CASAs. First up... you guessed it, yours truly! Here's my article AND if you'd like more information here's their number: 509-662-7350

Meet Our Volunteers. . .
Danielle Worley

 1)  What made you want to be a CASA?
I was abused as a child and made devastating choices because of it. Despite the abuse there were also good people who watched out for me as best as they could. I became a Christian in 1999 and got clean from drugs and embraced a new life. Mentors, both men and women, helped me be a better mom than I could have been without their guidance. One in particular, a lady named Diane McCutchen, told me to “pay it forward” when I was healthy and healed. After about 10 years of learning how to be a functional member of society and trying to be a good mom, I decided to become a foster parent. Our family ended up adopting one as our own, but fostering wasn’t the best fit for our family so I looked for other ways to help keep kids safe. I heard about CASA from a Dr. Phil episode and signed up for the spring 2012 training and have been a CASA ever since.
2)  What has been the most rewarding thing about being a CASA?
There are so many great things about being a CASA and advocating for kids and encouraging parents and foster parents but, hands down, the most rewarding thing about being a CASA has been the relationship I’ve developed with one of the young ladies I am a CASA for. I’ve been on her case for several years now and have watched her grow from a confused and hurting teenager into a functional, well mannered young woman. I get to see her learn to parent her child in a safer, healthier way than her mom was able to parent her and it is pure joy to have her call and text me, not just because of something on her case but because she appreciates my presence in her life.
3)  Why do you think CASAs are important?
I think it is more important that we realize for children to have a stable person in their lives. These kids are taken from traumatic situations and land in homes with rules they’ve never known. They’re dealing with the affects of being abused, neglected and uprooted. Everything is uncertain and scary and they have to try to manage life with limited experience or skills. They need a steady adult to help them navigate. In my daughter’s situation, her Guardian ad Litem was the ONLY consistent adult in her case. Social Workers, foster parents, attorneys changed but her GaL remained. He drove hours to see her when we moved and came to her graduation to celebrate her accomplishment. The consistency of a solid, functional, involved adult is so healthy and healing for a child. Also, it’s important for children to have someone stand in front of the commissioner on their behalf with an honest, informed opinion on what is truly best. Attorneys advocate for what the client wants, not necessarily what’s best. Social Workers are bound to work within the rules and restrictions of the law, which, again, isn’t always in the best interest of the child. A CASA can tell the court what would actually be in the best interest of the child.
4)  What’s one thing, in your work as a CASA, that you are proud of accomplishing?
I’m most proud of continuing on as a CASA for over 5 years. I work full-time and have a busy life so it’s sometimes difficult and stressful to fit it all in but I know that I am making a difference! I am a safe, steady person she can communicate with. I am a guarantee in her life. I remember the adults that were there for me in my young life, it is to God’s glory and their credit that I’m able to be an advocate for a kid like I once was. Every day that I am there for her is an accomplishment I’m super proud of!
5)  What was successful about a case you worked?
I worked a case where a child was returned to his parents after being in the system for about two years. I honestly didn’t think he would ever go back. The parents were heavily into drugs, both had other children in state care or that had been adopted by other people. They didn’t even attend the provided visitations with their child. It seemed like it was hopeless. They were notified that the court was going to terminate their rights to this child as well and for some reason, God only knows, something clicked. They got clean together, went to meetings together, got into drug-free housing, took parenting classes and did what it took to get him back. The child was in a very nice relative placement, and had bonded with the family and home and in some ways it was difficult to see a little child “taken” from a safe home to go back to his parents. But they had tried so hard and were so invested and interested in doing right that it was hard to be too sad. I was happy for them all. And in this situation, since it was family, the child could still regularly see the other family members. About a year later, I saw the dad, child and family members that had provided a safe home for so long together at a family fun run. They were all enjoying their family and a safe, healthy family event. It was proof to me that some parents can and will “pull it together” for their kids, and so heart-warming.
6)  What would you say to anyone considering becoming a CASA?
It’s not easy, but it’s so worth it… for the kids and for you. If you’ve ever considered, I encourage you to take the training and take one case. It’ll be overwhelming at times but if all of us who are steady and stable can be there for just one child in a traumatic and chaotic situation we can change the future one child at a time. If I can find time to do this, anyone can. Please be a hero for a child! 

For more information call: 509-662-7350 OR click there to visit their website:
cdcasa.org

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